Merry X'mas & Happy New Year 2010

[The most beautiful X'mas tree we have in town]

[Buddy for X'mas: Bib]

[Thanks Danny for X'mas Cupcakes]

I have great celebration on X'mas day with Bib. Can't believe only two of us things can be fun too. Now, time to say good bye to year 2009 and say hi to year 2010. I hope year 2010 will bring good luck to me and all my friends and family. May all my dreams come true !

Thoughtful

Sometimes I feel alive
Sometimes I feel dead
Sometimes my heart hurts
Sometimes it's all in my head

Sometimes I feel lonely
Sometimes I need my space
Sometimes there are no problems
Sometimes I've got too much to face

Sometimes things go right
Sometimes things go wrong
Sometimes I fit right in
Sometimes I just don't belong

Sometimes I want to laugh
Sometimes I want to cry
Sometimes I want to live
Sometimes I want to die

Sometimes I want to face life
Sometimes I want to be gone from sight
Sometimes I want to run
Sometimes I want to fight

Sometimes I want to sing
Sometimes I want to shout
Sometimes I know the answer
Sometimes I'm in doubt

Sometimes I'm happy
Sometimes I'm sad
Sometimes I'm scared
Sometimes I'm mad

Sometimes I want to win
Sometimes I want to lose
Sometimes I listen to music
Sometimes I watch the news

Sometimes I make decisions
Sometimes I'm told what to do
Sometimes I find life hard
Sometimes so do you ........

December 2009

December is the twelfth and last month of the year. Once you step into this month, most people.... oh wait, not most people. I guess only myself would think back what have been happened for the passed 11 months. Anyway it has been ups and downs in my life. But I guess without it I wouldn't learn how to live happily.

December... people here is busy planning their trip to somewhere else, getting prepare for X'mas and getting their presents ready too, some might start thinking about their new year "Aspiration". For me, I still take things slow and follow the flow to where I belong to. Kinda lack of motivation, doesn't think my life is exciting at all.

He came into my life one more time, I really doubt things would work out fine. But I do want to take times to know him better. He told me he wanted to meet me next year as he thought that we have been a LONG TIME friends and he thought it will be awesome meeting each other. Should I meet him ?? Let's see how things go .....

Feelings of Betrayal

Where do broken hearts go ?

When they don't have a song to sing or have a prayer.

When your heart is bare.

Where do broken hearts go ?

When your heart has been ripped out of your chest and stomped on.

When your body goes numb and you can no longer care.

Where do broken hearts go ?

To shun themselves away from the rest of the world.

When they're all alone and can't stand to go on.

To be at one with themselves.

And think....think....think....think. Thinking why ?

Why would this person want to deliberately hurt me ?

Was it something I did ? Something I said ?

How could they do this to me ?

Then the depression turn to RAGE.

You feel betrayed.

Since your heart just went up in flames, you want revenge.

Suddenly it turns into this Bride of Chucky moment,

Where all you can think about is kill, kill kill.

Visualizing their blood being splattered painting itself on the walls.

You get up take a deep breathe and inhale the fumes of the dead corpse.

Feeling relieved you leave the scene.

Leaving them like you felt COLD.

Colder than dry ice.

So answer this WHERE DO BROKEN HEARTS GO ?