It's been so long and this is it. I have to be brave for once in my life ! I woke up in the morning and tell him what have been in my mind for so long. I am supprised he agreed. Although that's what I have been waiting for, but I am a human of course I do feel sad. I told myself this will be the last time I cried for him.
He said we still can be"friend", yeah, of course we can. I am happy to be one. Next thing he told me he has been planning to give me a better life. Why does people always come back to me when I have made my decision ? Can't they just appreciate what have I done ? Why Why Why ? I am so sorry to say ... It's too LATE ! Nothing gonna change again ......
Anyway, I really hope things can work out in a good way. I dont want to hurt anyone. Thanks for the good memories. At least I've been loved......
