401 Days

You said you missed me .......
Now tell me what you meant when you said you missed me !
You said you missed me, but How ?
I wonder How you went through this 401 days ......

The Song for YOU

Baby the smile you see
It's everything I want it to be
I know just how I feel
This is how it should always be .......

The You

Everything is possible and promises can either be broken or kept.
But, I choose to let go.......

365 Days

Things fall. Things change. They wait a year and do it again.
You don't need to fall to change. Because I am letting you go .........

Myself Being Alone

There is a reason I said I'd be happy alone. It wasn't because I thought I would be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It's easier to be alone. Because......


What if you learn that you need love ? And then you don't have it.
What if you like it ? And lean on it ?
What if you shape your life around it ? And then you falls apart ?


Can you even survive that kind of pain ? Losing love is like organ damage.
It's like dying. The only difference is, death ends. This ? It could go on FOREVER..........

我要坚强 ！

那天大哭了一场，我对自己说“够了”是时候放下一切好好的对自己了。 很感谢大妹对我的好。还有一切一切的关爱，让我感到我不是孤单的。就当我快要崩溃时，您还是很坚持的把我扛住。妹，谢谢您！我会一世也记得。。。。 很清楚的记得扫墓时，我对妈说的一切。。。可惜我所请求妈的都没机会实现。放心吧，我不会因为你怎样对我，而恨你。。。我相信有一天，你会彻底明白你错了。而我会等这一天的到来。我不会要求你对我说对不起。因为对我来说太晚了。。。。究竟你已把我伤的太深，太痛了。那时你要学着怎样原谅你自己。要记得 ！‘回忆是最可怕的敌人’！！！ 经过了这一切，我深深的明白人要学着看开很多事情。要好好对待自己，也要会认命！我需要振作起来给自己一个美好的生活。我知道只有自己才可以做的到 ！ 梅，加油吧 ！！ 谢谢菲，让我有个诉苦的地方。虽然知道这只是短暂的，可是你还是让我开心。。。。。

The Voices......

Can you hear the voice ?

The voice that can make you feel so addictive ?

The voice that can make you feel so good and so safe ?

The voice that can make you can't stop listening ?

Can you hear the voice ?

The voice that can be so magical ?

The voice that can make you feel happy ?

The voice that you can never forget ?

But........What's hidden in the VOICE ?

Day 73

Yes, I miss you so much ! I can't even put it in words.......

Weather

There is such a day, when I still asleep on the bed; I knew that today I will miss you so much. At times, I work till late at night and only realize that I have not even thought about you for second.

All these are out of my control and I can’t help it. In the morning no one tell me what is today's weather forecast, raining ? sky full of clouds ? This is only the daily schedule that I have to go through; it's my own little weather.

The Valentine ♥

So near yet so far .....
You appear like a radiant star
First so near then again so far ........

Happy Valentine's Day !

Your Kisses

What Lies Lurk in Kisses........

Unexplainable Love

有时会突然忘了，我还在爱着你
虽然会经常忘了，我依然爱着你

The Lies & The Pain

P/S: Please don't ever come back .....

你会明白吗？

过去让它过去，来不及从头喜欢你.........

Mummy

15 years..... That is how long you've left me in this world. I wish I can still call "Mum" when I'm feeling down, hug you and cry out loud when I'm feeling hurts. Do you know how much I missed you ?

Mum, I really wish you were still here for me..... right here.... right now .....

1.1.11 [第一天]

First day of my 30 years old ! I've been in the world for 30 years hahaha... Can't believe I made it till today. Life is just so unpredictable. 2010 was pretty good ! So much fun and met quite a number of interesting people. The most important thing is they made me happy !!! Thought that I would wake up with my hang over or feeling sick, but surprisingly the last day of 2010 I was alone at home. How sad huh ? Things just changed a lot ..... "speechless"

A New Year with ...... New hopes, New beginnings, New opportunities..... I have been thinking whats my resolutions for this year and I did made myself a lists :p

1) To stay healthy

2) To make sure Dad is happy and healthy

3) To be able to get a job in Bali, or get myself a new job and earn more money

4) To visit someone that worth for me to spend the rest of my life

5) To travel around the world

6) To get out from here on 2011 new year eve

7) To get my own house

8) To love more and be loved

9) To be able to sleep

10) To make sure everyone I love and including myself is happy always

Hopefully the above lists will come true in year 2011. A New Year, another chance for me to get it right !!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 !!!