Do You Ever Feel Terrified ?

Why am I feeling scared all the time ?

It's filling all the tired open spaces of my mind

I'm terrified

Why can't I reach the other side of the road ?

I'm young but it's making me grow old

I'm lost

I've struggled through and survived

But why is my mind so blind and loosing time ?

I'm terrified

I can't find the dreams I lost along the line

In my heart a perfected fear resides

I'm terrified

The world seemingly humours me

I do to me what seems to be a tragedy

I'm terrified

Life is like an ocean so wide

And I'm the waves slipping from the shore, why ?

I'm terrified

Anxiety rises like a tidal wave

Where can I find cover to hide ?

When I'm terrified

I run but to be lost left far behind

Depression creeps in I thought I beat it within

I'm terrified

I feel pulled from pillar too post by fear

The perfected fear uses me like a host

I'm terrified

I can't understand it, I can't stand it

It's eating me alive, I need a rope to climb

But I'm terrified

My soul feel stolen from its home

Without it how do I survive ? I need to survive but,

I'm terrified

Why am I feeling scared all the time ?

It's filling all the tired open spaces of my mind

I'M TERRIFIED