Thursday, January 27, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Monday, January 3, 2011
Mummy
15 years..... That is how long you've left me in this world. I wish I can still call "Mum" when I'm feeling down, hug you and cry out loud when I'm feeling hurts. Do you know how much I missed you ?
Mum, I really wish you were still here for me..... right here.... right now .....
Mum, I really wish you were still here for me..... right here.... right now .....
Saturday, January 1, 2011
1.1.11 [第一天]
First day of my 30 years old ! I've been in the world for 30 years hahaha... Can't believe I made it till today. Life is just so unpredictable. 2010 was pretty good ! So much fun and met quite a number of interesting people. The most important thing is they made me happy !!! Thought that I would wake up with my hang over or feeling sick, but surprisingly the last day of 2010 I was alone at home. How sad huh ? Things just changed a lot ..... "speechless"
A New Year with ...... New hopes, New beginnings, New opportunities..... I have been thinking whats my resolutions for this year and I did made myself a lists :p
1) To stay healthy
2) To make sure Dad is happy and healthy
3) To be able to get a job in Bali, or get myself a new job and earn more money
4) To visit someone that worth for me to spend the rest of my life
5) To travel around the world
6) To get out from here on 2011 new year eve
7) To get my own house
8) To love more and be loved
9) To be able to sleep
10) To make sure everyone I love and including myself is happy always
Hopefully the above lists will come true in year 2011. A New Year, another chance for me to get it right !!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 !!!
Sunday, October 3, 2010
The Hardest Thing !
It's been so long and this is it. I have to be brave for once in my life ! I woke up in the morning and tell him what have been in my mind for so long. I am supprised he agreed. Although that's what I have been waiting for, but I am a human of course I do feel sad. I told myself this will be the last time I cried for him.
He said we still can be"friend", yeah, of course we can. I am happy to be one. Next thing he told me he has been planning to give me a better life. Why does people always come back to me when I have made my decision ? Can't they just appreciate what have I done ? Why Why Why ? I am so sorry to say ... It's too LATE ! Nothing gonna change again ......
Anyway, I really hope things can work out in a good way. I dont want to hurt anyone. Thanks for the good memories. At least I've been loved......
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
You can’t always get what you want !
Sometimes it’s not that I want to let myself down. But to ask or to know things is better than it happens when you are not ready, right ? Eventhough I would have expected the answer may turn out badly, but at least I know before I really did it.
In the beginning, the answer does make me feel sad. As I expected it can be wonderful. However I still have full of doubt, that’s why I asked. But now it has been crystal clear and I don’t think I wanted to do it. Thank god ! Some people they only say things to make you happy, but never thought that it can really hurt you.
Sadly to say, that’s a huge disappointment …….
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