" Doesn't Matter", "Nothing is Important"

"Please don't go!"
I really hope I can hear it when you say that and stay here for you.

"I just feel bad."
I know you are and I do hope I could make you feel happy right away.

"I'm Shitty."
No, you are not! Trust me .....

"You will be fine, that's what you say when you don't care."
I do care, I do.....

"Why couldn't you just wait?"
I am waiting..... but I can't now.

"So it is my fault? I ruined everything?"
No! You did not. I am! Trust me .....

"I won't try again, I should never have bothered!"
This is real hurt and makes my heart in pain. Pretending is tough. I know I shouldn't meet you. If I didn't this won't happen at all.

"I don't have a lot now. I don't even have hope of any good things now"
I'm sorry; I never thought of hurting you and make you disappointed. My bad!

"I am glad to see you've recovered so quickly, enjoy the celebration."
Mocking, that's what you are good at. If you think so, that’s mean you don't understand me. How sad! I was thinking to explain, but I know I shouldn't. I have already fired it up.

"It doesn't matter."
This is what you said when you are not happy.

"You already want to get lost anyway, so what difference does it make?"
I would stay if you ask me one more time. But I know you won't. I have no choice....

"Nothing is important now."
Is this what I want? My heart is crying out loud.....

Can you feel the PAIN?