Beautiful Sunday

A Grouchy morning awakens by a phone call from Nav. Two monsters wanted to have breakfast with me. How I wish I can continue to sleep, but …. I just can’t say NO. We went to a Chinese restaurant for “dimsum”. Didn’t eat much as I have no appetite to eat. Maybe that’s because I didn’t get to sleep much. Everything I see it makes me irritated. I tried not to talk much as I know I will blow up if I did. So I choose to be quiet. Nav knows what happen so she sends me home after we finished.

I tried to went back to sleep but I couldn’t. What else can I do ? I turned the laptop on and see if you were online. Well… you did, but I bet even I send a message I know I’ll get no response. In the end I choose to watch movie “The Invention of Lying”. It’s a good movie but not in a mood to watch so I stopped watching. Saw an alert appearing on my screen “JC is online”. Right away he send me a message “Babe, are you there ?”. How I wish that’s you who is sending the message…….

I always kept distance with him. As I know how he feel towards me. Today I just need someone to talk to and he is here for me. We chatted a lot and this make me feel better. I couldn’t believe we have been spending whole day talking to each other. God, it’s more than 12 hours. I don’t even get to do this with you. Although I wish to …..

This conversation made me think that you are really important to me. Although you may thought that you are not. But JC have made me believe that I shouldn’t just give up looking for what I want. I hope the same for you. Eventhough things may not work out in the end but I wouldn’t regret and I wouldn’t blame you. JC, Thank you for the good conversations :)

And for you …. We will see what’s next …….