Sorry

Sometimes sorry isn't good enough
Sometimes you have to be tough
Sometimes sorry is too hard to say
Sorry is a card you always have to play
Sometimes sorry is the wrong word
Sometimes sorry is the only cure
Sometimes the word sorry isn't always true
Sometimes sorry is only for you
Sometimes sorry is too big
Sometimes sorry is a fib
Sometimes sorry will make you cry
Sometimes sorry will be your last goodbye
Sometimes sorry is forgot
Sometimes I say sorry a lot
Sometimes sorry is a gift
Sometimes sorry makes a lift
Sometimes sorry is the only way to fix a bad day ......

Lovely Dresses

Accidentally saw this lovely dresses in MSN website. Its so beautiful !! When I tried to check out the price it's was bloody expensive, can you imagine it's like $600 per piece ? I was like holly shit !!! Don't ever think about it. Oh well, I know if I want to have it, I definitely can buy it, but I don't think this is worth while to buy. So.... I decided to saved the pictures and keep it. With this I feel better just look at them ... :p

We Smile....

Sometimes we smile to hide a tear,
Sometimes we laugh not to show fear,
Sometimes we smile to make people not to see,
How unhappy we really can be.
Sometimes we smile to hide or true intentions,
Sometimes we send people through in the wrong direction,
When we fake or smiles we lie to ourselves.
No one can see we are calling for help.
Sometimes we smile to make people feel better,
Sometimes we smile but are always under the weather,
Sometimes we cry through or hidden smiles,
No one sees our inner child.
Sometimes we smile but want to cry,
Fake smiles aren't worth the while.

Shall I HOPE ?

Shall we Hope ?
Hope for a better life ?
Hope to feel like we actually live ?
Hope for a chance to do things better ?
Is there a reason for hope ?

Shall we Hope ?
Hope to undo what's been done ?
Hope to be greater than we are ?
Hope to learn to give and not take ?
What's hope ?

I ask you, shall we hope ?

Do You Ever Feel Terrified ?

Why am I feeling scared all the time ?

It's filling all the tired open spaces of my mind

I'm terrified

Why can't I reach the other side of the road ?

I'm young but it's making me grow old

I'm lost

I've struggled through and survived

But why is my mind so blind and loosing time ?

I'm terrified

I can't find the dreams I lost along the line

In my heart a perfected fear resides

I'm terrified

The world seemingly humours me

I do to me what seems to be a tragedy

I'm terrified

Life is like an ocean so wide

And I'm the waves slipping from the shore, why ?

I'm terrified

Anxiety rises like a tidal wave

Where can I find cover to hide ?

When I'm terrified

I run but to be lost left far behind

Depression creeps in I thought I beat it within

I'm terrified

I feel pulled from pillar too post by fear

The perfected fear uses me like a host

I'm terrified

I can't understand it, I can't stand it

It's eating me alive, I need a rope to climb

But I'm terrified

My soul feel stolen from its home

Without it how do I survive ? I need to survive but,

I'm terrified

Why am I feeling scared all the time ?

It's filling all the tired open spaces of my mind

I'M TERRIFIED

Happy February

It has been a while I don't consider that I am happy. But February 2010 is full of happiness to me. Happy because I finally get to meet someone and happy because I get to spend times with my dad. It was a precious moments for me.

I wish time will just stop here and let me enjoy the moments.

Something You Call CHANGE

Seasons come and go
Sceneries change over time
Nothing stays the same

Should we be revised ?
Of course, it's necessary
All are due for change

Without change there's no
Future to look forward to
Change lives on a throne

Change can make us cry
Change can also make us laugh
Sometimes change is death

Sometimes change is life
Nothing ever changes change
Change is is always change !